:: BïtS 'N' PiëCÉS ::

martedì, aprile 20, 2004

:: the prince and me ::

i'm glad i chose to watch this film alone. hope that yl n sandra doesn't kill me, er, we were saying we'll be watching 'first 50 dates' on thur right? anyway, tat is definitely THE film to catch, very funny, the trailers would get u laughing already!

ok, contrary to well, what the trailer seems to imply, 'the prince and me' is not, i repeat not the typical prince meets commoner, marry, and live happy-ever-after type of pinkish gal flick. he he, not that there's anything bad about watching some of these once in a while. blah blah blah.... rather, it's a film about choice.

C.H.O.I.C.E

i could draw some parallels between paige (the main actress in the film) and myself. i feel that i'm very focused in life, very driven to achieve what i've planned, my goals are always crystal clear and i fight hard to attain them, and that control of my life mades me feel good about myself. yup, and then the something happened to her, that was roughly pretty similar to what happened to me and it well, to say it in a general way 'messed up my life', kind of like, i lost focus, felt rather scared, because it made me feel that i was no longer in control of my life. it's like i stepped into someplace unfamiliar, scared, don't know what i want, what i feel and yet i KNOW that there was something i seem to be searching for... don't know how i can put it.

but i know that for sure there are two ways i could go about it:
one, i could ust retreat into my own self-controlled world, where everything would be clear, organised, probably unemotional, attainable, spelt-out goals and probably i would succeed, feel good about myself.
second, i could continue this path into the unfamiliar territory, i might find what i'm searching for, i might fall down, or i might wander off the path, end up getting lost. it would be a 'harder' path, technically speaking, because of possible dangers, unknown rewards, the lack of control over circumstances.

i think i've chosen the second and i hope that it'll prove to be the more-right choice (because i don't ever feel that there's a wrong choice in this world) (when you think about it, every choice we ever made probably seemed right to us then, it's only in retrospect that we berate ourselves for having made that 'wrong' choice) relationships ARE complicated, you can't control them, because you can't ever control someone else. and i know that if i do fall, i'll pick myself up again, and if i do get lost, i believe that eventually i'll get back on the path.

something i would just like to share with everyone who actually read this blog:
it's always, always better to try something then regret not even trying at all, because we have to remember that all 'good' things, have to be earned.

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