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mercoledì, giugno 22, 2005 :: weirdo ::finally, going to blog something more personal. it's weird isn't it? for almost two weeks i've gone on and on about cheemo theories and book reviews... as well as VERY impersonal movie reviews. hmmm... it's been fun reading like a XCB for close to three weeks... but my eyesight's fast deteriorating. so why am i reading? a) it's a form of escapism b) knowledge is power and i'm a firm belief of that, though i'd like to add, knowledge is nothing if you don't use yr own brain to process it! c) it's an excuse to do something constructive yet not as constructive as reading all the textbooks before school starts and boy am i sure, some pple have probably done all that! d) i suddenly felt like i'd morphed into a silverworm with a voracious appetite hmmm something occurred to me... i don't feel REAL. maybe that's y i can take a significant amount of pain/emotional pain without actually feeling it. it's like u dissociate the body from the soul. it's like, sometimes, you look into the mirror and just stare at yr own eyes, you'll gradually start to get freaked out by the face looking back at you, cuz you don't seem to 'connect' with it/recognise it as part of the REAL you. and that's y i've always believed, the eyes are the windows to one's soul. hmmm... i'm increasingly feeling like that: Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player That struts and frets his hour upon the stage And then is heard no more; it is a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, Signifying nothing. and guess what, i do know a song to sing along with it! hahaha...
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